Ace Enders breaks down The Early November’s new album track-by-track:
This song flirts with the torture of regret within the mind, which is why there are voices whispering throughout the beginning of it. Picking which one to listen to, be influenced by, not be influenced by, etc. The fantasy of “if I could only do it again.”
That perpetual never-ending gnawing. Eventually coming to a moment of realization within and gaining clarity by being honest with yourself.